Thelema

Did I
Cry when you left me
I tried to write
My pain away
But it lingers
In the grammar
It’s spilled all over 
Stained and sullied. 

I climbed
From letter to letter
And tried to
Remember 
Your bad curse.

Inside out
Outside in
Rip my heart out
Put a ruby in
Take my sad eyes
Give two aquamarine
Something worth
For you
At last

Can you love me now
I write you a letter
Look, how much I've changed for you
Do you like me better
I write you all my best words
Can you love me now

Rip my heart out
Passion
This must be love
Aggression 
This must be love
Squalor
This must be